mylifestory

2009-08-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

2009-08-22T23:40:00.001+08:00

2009-08-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

Its been eons since i last blogged.Decided to today.Why? i dont know.Been busy with my baby blogshop.Its making mem satisfied.I'm coming up with new designs that are all in my head but nit executed yet. :( Other than that prelims is such a bummer.Literature today and i almost cracked my head.Too exhausted.I've been using my brain but not for studies but blog item updates.My fingers are just too ichy.Been FORCED to watch bof.Now im in love with _________.hush hush.I dont want to say who.Cause he's jandi's.Nights all.I should be getting my sleep.Its 11.50pm.I have to wakey early tmr.

2009-08-13T20:30:00.003+08:00

2009-08-10T13:38:00.001+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates here.Go to my livejournal for more.

2009-08-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

2009-08-02T21:20:00.003+08:00

2009-07-19T22:05:00.001+08:00

http://hnys.livejournal.com/

2009-07-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

2009-07-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

2009-07-12T01:39:00.001+08:00

2009-07-10T19:15:00.006+08:00

So weird how much i still love this boy v v much

Irritating boy.So cute but makes me mad all at the same time.He attempted to take my picture like i dunnoe how many times and the nicest was the last one.My eyes!awh so gorgeous.Baru perasan bila syiqin tegor! I not perasan-ing myself okeh!Wah i tell you my kepala pening.Why?

installation
blogshop
my speech for tmr as incoming president
lit essay
ss that have not hand up
blogs items that are not put up yet
how to not miss dzul so much....

Thumbs up**

I think the flower on his head suits him like to the max!**

Obviously he loves looking into my eyes cause !!! (go to the picture below)

Its bloody brown!

2009-07-10T18:45:00.001+08:00

Raw edged oversized tee with sleeves.

2009-07-08T19:31:00.001+08:00

Updated today!raw-edged oversized tank!

2009-07-07T23:08:00.001+08:00

Updated blog shop items!More on www.vanityinprogress.webs.com

2009-07-06T22:31:00.002+08:00

I'm so lazy to update.I have alot of things in mind.Gosh installation is just a few weeks time.I tried new things today.Met aisyah zen today.She's so cute i tell you!

2009-07-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

2009-07-04T01:41:00.003+08:00

I thought he really left ,god -.-"

im doing the speech for the presidential thing.omg being a president is not as easy as you think it seem.I'm so sleepy.It's 1.43 and tmr have to wake up in the morning.I'm trying to stay up to finish up my work.And im not sure about the gig tommorow.Some people are so rude nowadays i must say.Why can't you'll be nice?Be human.I must say your such a pig.No wonder there's H1N1.Thanks to you bitch

2009-06-29T21:49:00.003+08:00

Bby is so fucking gay.He bought a hoodie thats from my favourite shop and he didn't tell me.Reason:was because i didn't meet him for two days and so he punished me by not telling.Now he asked me to buy it so that if we go out we would have the same thing.Guess what?Its out of stock.Thanks ah.Beli tak belikan i sekali!

I accidentally unplugged my webby so malas to install.Bby can't see my face. =(

2009-06-28T16:01:00.002+08:00

I miss fizoo

CB.I miss dzullie so much and didn't meet him yest and today.Now he's mad.Thinking that i don't want to meet him.God.Stop it lah.Thinking that im too busy for you.He waited under my block for me w/o informing and i went home late.He waited for so long and then went home after waiting for so long -.-" i would have gone home early if i had known if you were coming bby.

2009-06-28T09:39:00.003+08:00

Im so pissed se.Like wth sia.Give me a freaking break.I studied for the first three weeks in school.Is it too much to ask for a one week break?It's easy to say "hanis go and study." Why not you two go try studying.I bet you'd go bold.Parents -.-"

Maybe i won't be updating too much due to school.

2009-06-27T16:43:00.001+08:00

Daddy bring me to spotlight pretty please?Wah im so jealous that i don't have the freaking beg that i want.And its on display everytime i pass by that frigging shop.Bby buy for me can?You working kan?Buy for me something expensive for once?And oh! If you nak pinjam i kasi you pinjam.I'm so cute kan????Please please please!!.

2009-06-26T21:15:00.005+08:00

Been realli busy thinking about what to update on Vanityinprogress.Wah my otak like pening.So i've decide and i hope its going to be great!Thanks to seri for inspirations and talking to me about ideas.Niwaes went ice-skating the other day.I'm a born skater i should say!Hah!Seri tak boleh angkat -.-"But im serious.i am good lah!And celebrated my old daddy's bday!OLD OLD PUN i think he still looks good for a 42yr old man.God what a good looking daddy i have.I swear!

AND DID I MENTION?!I surprised him with my $100++ phone bill the day after his birthday!Adorable sey aku!

2009-06-21T14:53:00.002+08:00

Being really sick yesterday.i had quite a day.Started of in the morning at 8am.Went swimming with family.I was not in the mood,but ofcoursed was forced to.Daddy was being such an ass.He splashed water at me knowing that it was cold.I had my payback time by splashing water back at him!yes!and then he was like "eh sejuk nye!'.....tau takpe-.-".....after which went bowling with cousins.Had a meeting after that at 5.45pm.After meeting haz,asyiqin,dee and me went to have our dinner,but before that we went window shopping at tm and tamp 1.GOSH.we accidentally touched...errmmm....a shoe that was made of pig lining! i was like wth?!Head home at around 9 as i was feeling so sick.Said good bye to the chicks and home sweet home.

2009-06-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

I've just updated my Blogshop!!!!!!!!!!Need to update the pictures.My eyes are turning sore sitting in front of the screen!DAMN!i'LL MISS LEMONADE.He's leaving me for 2 days -.-"

2009-06-18T21:34:00.007+08:00

Aku & dia camp pictures that initially i was lazy to upload

2009-06-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

SICK

2009-06-15T15:00:00.003+08:00

I just came back from AKU & DIA.And honestly i did enjoy myself.Hah!Thats why i got the best (female) camper award.*COUGHS*.okay action ah but i am proud.I never thought that this would be a new beigining for me.PERMULAAN LANGKAH YANG BARU.Learn alot of new things.And syaiful sang yuna's song *dan sebenarnya*.I love that song.MHDS is thinking of making another 'AKU & DIA' CAMP.Which i would say will make a difference in your life.If not alot but still there will be differences.Small ones that will make you think and look deep into your self.All about you and "dia".You might be wondering whose this dia.Well join to find out.And i is very excited cause i want to facilitate!Hahahaha.We had bbq on our last night.It was nice to have the band performance and our own skits.Well teenagers now are just wasting their time on DUNIA which will come to an end.So are they prepared for their AKHIRAT?What is your purpose on earth?God created you and you just take advantage of the opportunity that you are given.Think about it.What is the purpose of you being on earth?I don't want to waste my time on teenage problems that just won't get me anywhere.I know i have Him. =DIf you guys are not reading all this also better for me cause im having an emotional moment here.So most probably i'll be the ony one understanding what i just wrote.I like to thank to all the committee members and facilitators for a job well done.And i made good friends along the way.Hope to see you guys soon.I'm proud to be a muslim =D

2009-06-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

I hate how much he irritates me.Today a bangla can't stop calling my freaking phone.irritating much.I'm so happy that saiful is getting me the budddha beg that i've been wanting!Plus an ice-cream!And andI updated my blog already.Going to be away for the weekend.I'm not sure if i'm bringing my phone.Just text though.

2009-06-12T22:51:00.001+08:00

Hey ! We have updated the blogshop and there are new site models!Do check us out yah!We have customised new era caps!And i'm selling it at cheap prices!More pictures and updates on our site!

www.vanityinprogress.webs.com

2009-06-06T20:57:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to Manifestasi with the eons.It was loads of fun.When i reached home did i realise that there wasn't much pictures.First met fatin & fyqa at 5 and we headed to simei and had our early dinner.Aida came later on followed by shaz(its a guy btw).Dzullie dropped by in the middle of me ordering and we chatted.Realised that i really missed him.Headed to tampines jc around 6.30.It was peak hour so the bus was packed so we decided to cab down.Confident that we could sumbat all 5 of our fat asses in the taxi but all the taxi drivers said cannot!!!So we took 2 cabs.Headed home around 10.30?The concert was nice.Considering that it is my first time.Mummy wants to have a facebook.Creating one for her.Weird much.

2009-06-01T21:47:00.002+08:00

Today dropped by woodlands and finally get to meet up with hazreen.God i was not in the greatest mood.So sorry dude that i was not being so nice.Had some quality time with myself.The library there is way awesome.Like freaking good.Everything you need is there.I could have stayed there for hours and just read and read and read.....ZZZZzzzzzzz.....

2009-05-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired sitting in front of the computer.Every minute risking my eyes from getting myopia.Been busy with vanityinprogress.And today there was a technical with the skin that i did for lea's blogshop.I must say the doodles on the shirts are cute.After that tried finding some assesment wksheets for my sisFamily day was priceless today.Wild wild wet and escape theme park dont excite me.

2009-05-30T23:46:00.004+08:00

I'M LAUNCHING VANITYINPROGRESS TODAY!

Althought its not perfect yet,i'll try to make it better as days past by.This is the outcome of my hardwork on the website and design of the shoe.So my first collection would be the leopard print shoe.Hope you guys love it.Enjoy!More designs and products will be put up.I'm currently in the process of making the second collection.For any enquiries go to our web or you could just email to vanityinprogress@live.com .CLICK ON THE BANNER TO GO TO VANITYINPROGRESS.

2009-05-30T12:37:00.003+08:00

I have been too busy to update.Even if im online i won't be updating much.I have been really busy with Vanity in progress.Those who doesn't know what that is then you'll find out soon enough.Dzullie and me are great friends now.Really happy with that.And sports day was great.Won second for my 100m.Lost by freaking secs.Long story.SHIT.Could have won.BUT nvm.

2009-05-25T19:57:00.003+08:00

I have nothing to say.Things between me and baby is getting better =D.ily.I want to spend more time with you =(.too bad he has school.Meet him on sunday.It was perfect.

Class blog has been updated.

2009-05-23T11:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i choked on ice -.-"
and its all seri's fault.she flooded me with excitement and i freaking choked.Went out with her to get some stuffs.And she gladly accompanied me.Love you! Thanks.So to stop seri from nagging im going to not be a "lazy bum".I am not.It's just that im busy*chuckles*

2009-05-21T18:33:00.011+08:00

Thanks to all the birthday wishes
AEPUL SEDATE,NABIL,ZAFIRAH,FATIN,FYQA,NISYA,NADIRAH,RAQIF,NURUL,ASYIQIN,

SYAFIQAH,FIRDAUS,HAZIQ ,JOYCE,CHINLIANG,FIONA,CLARA,SHILA,KHAIRIL,

HAFEEZ,JANE,SAIFUL,FI-ZOO

TO MY BELOVED

DZULFIQAR
Thanks for all the love that you showered me with.Appreciate everything that you do eventhough i complain alot.And ofcourse you gave me a shock when i picked up the phone and you started singing the birthday song with your version & sweet voice.Thanks!Your the greatest.And i miss you.Talk to you tonight ass!love you love you love you!

SERI,
thanks for all the things that you've done and i appreciate the presents!love you to bits and pieces.Feels good to be 16 huh?We're experiencing the same thing.!

hajar & syiqin
Thanks for singing that lovely selamat tahun song by imran ajmain...is that how you spell his name???hahaha...sorry ...syiqin besok nak kasi aku duit!aku dengan tidak malu nye menerima!!!hahahahathanks!

ALIF
thanks for all the comfort that you give me.AND am so excited to meet you up.

Irfan,Huda & shaheed

Great friends that i cherish and thanks for the surprise you guys gave.Being irritating bitches!hahahaha...thanks for everything!

Hazreen

my motivator!!!!my hero!!!Love you lah ass!I'm so happy to have a friend like you at 16!

2009-05-20T07:30:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was errmmmm......"weird"?Well as you might have known from seri's lovely blog (Click to go!♥♥)hahahahahaha...I'm freaking pissed?!hahaha.I don't know.I feel that your ditching me!That's what i feel!And thats that.Yesterday was freaking pissed of with the makcik at the bubble tea shop.For the 2nd time!She made my chicken hotdog waffle HANGUS! Okay best.So seri got her japanese chicken.Arggghhhh!!!Still pissed.It's my b'day tmr and seri is ditching me to going out with a guy?yah,so much of being me bestfriend-.-"Nvm....I'm contented with today though!My dearest alif called me!I miss him!!!Now not anymore and he promised that he'll call tonight.God its been ages.He didn't check his calender so he thought that 21 may2009 is next week -.-"/What's up with you people?May is the month to check your calender everyday!So he wants to wait to get his pay before we go out and celebrate =( So i fought with him over this.Since im so free today.I'm going to find things to do =D So tmr Nur hanis is going to be 16Years Old,1Year older.Does that mean anything?

Exams are officially OVER.

2009-05-18T17:21:00.003+08:00

Last paper would be tmrw and 20th may would be a marking day.Gerek or what!?That's like one day before 21may*coughs*.Being so tired and lazy right now.Cherishing every moment cause i don't know when's my last with you.

2009-05-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

Screw it.I give up.This just happens at the wrong times.I'm going to eliminate those in my life that has brought nothing but sorrows.Thanks for everything and i really think this is good bye.You are through with me.There's no turning back now.You said it was okay and now your turning back on your words,getting pissed at me.I hate the way you fucking treat me.Bye.

2009-05-10T15:28:00.004+08:00

Happy mother's day

i love my mom!hahahaha..thats just the few words that i have.Gosh....Now pay very close attention to this!To all nevershoutnever fans!DEMAND FOR NEVERSHOUTNEVER NOW!For him to come to singapore for a concert!

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2009-05-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

Basically today i literally went to tamp 1 and tamp mall with seri to get our MOTHER'S DAY GIFTS.Sadly we did not manage to study.The whole day spent shopping.We both bought something.I got a long dress from dorothy perkins for mom.Hopes she likes it.*cross fingers*

2009-05-06T20:24:00.002+08:00

Tommorow is my first mid year paper.Gosh!I'm dead meat.Dan is being such a sweetheart and not calling me for 3 days already.Low Ppd is not a reason not to catch up on each other.Tmr is a obvious study session.With whom?I'm not sure.i don't care atcually.Being alone is fine.But seri may be a big possibility.

2009-05-03T20:08:00.002+08:00

im so so so vvvvvv worried for my hamster.It vomitted a whole load of kuacis that a hamster could ever vomit out.Its all in whole's.Meaning it didn't chew the kuaci and telan.It just gulp the whole thing in!There were like 20 of them?I got disgusted and flushed it down the toilet bowl.Thats sad =(

Tmr school starts.why???God

2009-05-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

Fuck that minah rep of yours.I feel like puking

2009-05-01T20:07:00.003+08:00

yesterday hazreen managed to knock some sense into me and today i started studying.It didn't last long...when the Rock "N" Style show started i sat down at the couch comfortably!And and and then there was the close up with britney reality show..!My hamsters seem to be avoiding me =(.why babies?! mommy's so sad.They literally just slept the whole day.Except in the morning when i played with them till stevie doesn't want to go back to his humble home.Biting the cage metal door!!!Trying to get out but to no vail! hahahaha!*evil laughs*

Yesterday was thursday,i did not do much.Firdaus was being ridiculously irritating.Chasing each other in the class room. Basically he is so fond of my cute lil things that he has the tendency to steal 'em!so one by one things get missing.And the 1st bloody suspect will always be *drum rolls* FIRDAUS!Making his blur face like he did nothing.I know it was him alright!No running away!The best part was when i got my revenge by taking his specs! and and and then the discipline master came inside the class...firdaus didn't notice,so he was sttill pinching me and not stoppng til i said

"oi!r bernard kat blakang kau!"

hahahaha!SUCKER!

Mommy asked when im meeting up with hazreen for studying crap.He's been nagging at me trying to make me study.I'm sorry but if i were to pass my ss and geo(combined humanities).I guess tommorow if he ain't that busy/tired ill meet him up.

2009-04-29T08:52:00.001+08:00

sorry for lackof updates.busy currently.catching up with studies.

2009-04-26T10:26:00.003+08:00

Plans to go marina barrage today after madr.Baby is still mad.Today its about a whole new topic.And i managed to Not study yesterday!yay me!mi year is around the corner and i've not been touching my books.I feel like shopping and reading loads of books.Study?maybe later.My hamster is the cutest thing ever.Daddy bought him a new house.Its a him and the house look so gay on him.

2009-04-25T18:24:00.002+08:00

New blogskin updated!wooohoooo!Joey just called and he's doing fine.Missing evryone in school.Lemonade just wants to act all cute and merajok for today just because i wanted to meet hazreen up for a study session -.-"please lah okay i'm having my n's!Not timey for flirtey!

2009-04-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

oh bothers,msn is just being a pain.today sec 4NA soccer match with sec 3NA.well everyone did a good job but in the end sec 3's won.Next week there's another match.*BUMMER*mid-year's coming and i don't feel the urge to study.I want to but laziness just stops me to do so.HOW HOW HOW?!?!Today during P.E i re-ran with seri to help her with her nafa that she *coughs* failed.So being a good BESTFRIEND i ran with her.*PROUD*hahahaha...eventhough it was 1 round at least something okay! i hate running.ALWAYS HAVE AND WILL CONTINUE HATING!Now im getting nervous for sports day!oh shit!thats for today.sorry for lack of updates.school's been shit.making me busy! -.-"

2009-04-20T16:34:00.003+08:00

fuckingzxzxz bored
hajar complained about my one sentenced blog entry
-.-"
as if she never blog as short as me
god,your ridiculous
baby told me about her and her boyfriend
they are just getting on my nerves
trying to ruin my life
never suceeding
but now they are changing the ways they are doing it
knowing that i couldn't care less
they start haunting the one that i love
i hope you don't listen to them too much
good thing we're still together

this is just saddening

she's just a freaking bimbo\

saying it but not doing it

2009-04-19T22:20:00.001+08:00

babies makes me go gagagaga
tiring day
lazy to update can?
lazy lazy lazy
aku pemalas so?

2009-04-19T10:06:00.005+08:00

I'm having fizoo and saiful as company this morning

2009-04-18T14:21:00.004+08:00

Not in the greatest moods today
i just want to let that person know
"if you love me you wouldn't do that"
You jolly wolly know that i don't like it
aren't you smart to do that?
i guess not
im running out of patience
when i do a mistake
you make me feel so guilty that
i feel like digging a hole
and burying myself there
FOREVER
But then when you atcually made a gravely mistake
im the one always forgiving you
Maybe im gving you too much chances
i should move on with people who really
needs me an i mean something to them

2009-04-16T20:50:00.001+08:00

i have nothing to say

ignore me all you want

ill start haunting you again

without me even trying

2009-04-15T20:33:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired today
Didn't attend school due to understanding day
i'm so sorry seri i couldn't be there today
reached school back at around 4.30
4G &4H was having a match so i decided to stay on
reached home at 6.30
had my bathe
slept and here i am now
Above is seri's birthday present
Below is the inspired cap
so there goes my wednesday

2009-04-14T23:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERI MASQUERADE!

Its 1 hour away to seri's birthday
This little brat atcually shrieked when
i gave her her presents
she loves it!
*phewwwww*
im relieved
i figured out there's nothing better than
a new era cap design by her own bestfriend!me!
hahahahaha
Irfan and me acted like we left something in class when going to recess
and put the pressie in her beg
and she found out she was like
"sape bagi ni?!?!"
i was like"sape sak?!?check card ah!"
hahahahhaha
la-di-da
found out that it was us
she was happy
the reason to the advanced celebration was because i couldn't
make it tmr
and i won't be in school
so sorry dear
my baby (dzul) has requested that i slept early
if not i'd be scolded again
so yah nights peoples!
i don't have the picture of the cap
once she takes a picture with it ill post it up!

2009-04-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

During assembly today,we had to present the school
with the slideshow of the saturday's trip
Had some performances
and officially im in love with this guy "jerry"
he sings well and has a dimple
how bout that
i think that the whole school would agree with
me that he was great...no wait
perfect!
hahahaha
i know im over-reacting but he's cute!
so walked home straight after remedials
went to tampines 1
met up with mummy there
while she repaired her phone at sentury square
i had my ALONE time with myself
so walked around tampines 1
my intentions of entering the japanese shop
ain't going to happen
the queue was like fucking long
as if we're buying food
so i went to cotton-on and got fucking pissed
the prices went up
i was suppose to buy that fucking dress 2 fucking days ago
but since dzul was hungry and could'nt
hold his stomach we
had to get our dinner
and there goes my dress
today when i wanted to get it there wasn't size S!
all that was left were the M'S and L's
dzul your so going to pay for this!!!

2009-04-13T10:12:00.004+08:00

saturday's literature excursion was the bomb!
spent time with lovers
seri,huda,irfan,(you)and dzullie!
went in search of presents
in town
met up with dzul to check out tampines 1
i don't know why i call it LOT 1!
god knows!
it was a whole day of camwhoring
ill upload the pictures once they are up!
atcually i have them but lazy to upload
so just a sneak peek!

basically i had a great weekend

2009-04-10T20:28:00.005+08:00

I don't know how to feel
pissed or grateful that they care?
everyone around me ask me not to
well i know you guys care but i thought it was just something minor
now everyone is making a big fuss over it
asking me to think twice
its just a one in a life time thing
i promise i won't do it again
it would be the first and the last
Shut up and let me go

Tmr i will be in town
text me if you guys are around
hahahahaha!
seri!!!*kening naik naik*
do you guys get it?
don't you get a hint of what's next that im doing?

im feeling so sleepy
it's onlyy 10.18pm
maybe due to the lack of sleep these few days!
i have not pack for tmr
i want to have fun tmr!
iloveserilahandthatwassofuckingrandom

2009-04-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

So busy with school work but i've not even been completing my hw how great is that? Never shout never makes me HAPPY! i don't know why but it still bugs me to listen Just to know that you were with some other person Nothing much really happen in school today ohh yah im at breaking dawn i know i know...-.-" im so slow i bet everyone's ended the whole series but its at the part where they made love wu!*face* I'm going to continue reading

2009-04-06T19:53:00.002+08:00

Just look at how adorable my boyfriend is
Just so contented by looking at his face
dzullie went to oasis concert yesterday
in school was full of laughs
seri and me were mimicking some singers!
*like ohh my gawd*

isn't nevershoutnever the BEST!

2009-04-03T22:44:00.003+08:00

Today had a tiring dau as we had and interact bonding camp!
it was great
everyone was like enthu to the MAX!
my group "atlas" got 2nd prize and i was really happy
because we bonded and had loads of fun
well,doing cheers infront of public where the mats and minah's are looking isn't something that i do evryday
but it was fun...looking stupid!
Cramps everywhere
*face*

2009-04-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

Fizoo the gay boy!

2009-03-31T17:29:00.008+08:00

Hamsterx on stairway!

here are my hamsters's pictures as promised

2009-03-29T21:34:00.002+08:00

After forever finally i feel well to go back on the computer
been absent from school as i feel really sick
and i miss my buddies
basically on thurs i met up with dzul and then checked the doctor and it was closed
so we bused to changi and had our lunch first
went back to the doctor's and i had a swollen throat
the doctor said i look like i'm just 30kg
what the hell?!?
*rolls eyes*
friday...too lazy to wake up
i owe alot of homwork
still have that essay to do and ohh so malas!
i bought hamsters the other day and they didn't get well with each other
fought and then one mata terkeluar!
okay so it died
dad replaced it with a new one and so now im with 2 hamsters!
will put up their pictures when im in a better mood
so stressed out with cca and have to organise the understanding day things.gosh i have no experience.what the hell do they expect?

he said some things

that i didn't want to hear.

so the silent treatment

will be carried out on him.

2009-03-22T18:00:00.004+08:00

Yesterday had a great laugh with my girls
did'nt thought that i could make it but then after the kenduri
decided to head down to simpang bedok
it was cool
ouh yah halfway met aizat!! gosh didn't expect that! hahaha
okay.....so mummy didn't called so i just stayed there lor
reached home at 12 and talked to fairuz for awhile before i went to sleep
So,went to flea markets(sungei road and pasar bulat)
some things that i have yet to get
and i must finish up my NEW MOON by today!
ciaos!

Yesterday dzullie reached spore at round 11 and we talked on the phone at 2am after he gets his beauty sleep.Talked about how fun the trip was and what i had been doing for the past days.

To whom it may concern.Didn't i warn you that you are bound to be hurt?It's no guarantee that things are going to end up your way or my way.Let's just see what happens.Whatever it is I appreciate you.

2009-03-20T20:38:00.005+08:00

On wednesday i had that bowling outing with dzullie as wanted
and yesterday had bengkel melayu for the GCE O
and there were lots of familiar faces
its like a combination of our school and other's
Today's plan to go for the primary school reumion was cancelled due to some people's busy schedule
post poned to tommorow but i don't think i can make it though
trying my best to make it!
for those primary school 6A STUDENTS!
TOMMOROW BE AT SIMPANG BEDOK AT 8PM!
dzullie left today to catch a flight to KL!
ill be mssing him!

vampire in disguise

2009-03-17T22:31:00.003+08:00

Okay today was tiring *yawns*firstly i was late for the NIE exhibition but thank god only later by 30mins or so then around 4 trained down to paya lebar to meet mother she decided that she would spend money on me! okay thts just way cool....how i wish she culd be this nice everyday
had to rush home for tuition meet the crazy people and i didn't really absorb much in today's lesson, seri and me had our little conversations in between to plan to go to bowling/ice-skating/botanical garden/zoo!but then due to the rain and the absence of IRFAN we decided to cancel our plans as both of us lost the mood so now im starting all over and making plans with dzullie! its been eons since we last went out together so i thought that it would be nice if we set tommorow as and outing?/date? i don't know have your pick! im tired,will be calling dzullie soon for planning *excited*

2009-03-16T23:15:00.003+08:00

I've just came back from KL life's getting along as per normal i'll post the pictures up later whenever im free for now im just plain lazy! *peace* just went to NIE today sadly can't get to see Dzullie thats okay i guess tomorow we'll meet...thats what i hope because i'll be going to NIE again and he ain't to happy about that.What to do??/sacrifices you have to make.I was so bored that here's a new blogskin! hah! i'm so happy with it.So today went on pretty well accept for the part when i fought with mR.IDK! hmmmm....o'yah! got this call from my vice principal saying that i have to go to an interview this thurs.

conversation with vp

vp: hanis,this is mrs loh.mrs neo(principal) & me would like to see you on thurs for and interview...

*panics and 3748265184025901 things running through my mind*

me:can i know whats this for?

vp:ohh! yah,its for the lee hsien loong award.we need to interview you as you are nominated for the awrd.

me: ohh ouhk! sure ! thanks!bye...

*phone went off*

i am sure glad that i didn't get into any shit.I don't know how/why im even nominated.Maybe they got the wrong person or im just lucky or maybe! i desrve it! i'd like to take the last choice.It sounds nicer.

2009-03-13T22:55:00.003+08:00

Common tests are finally like OVER!
ahahha
i think i did study and did myself proud
i'll be out of singapore for 2 days
holidays starts right now baby!

2009-03-09T13:52:00.000+08:00

hieeeeeeeeee (:

im v busy right now with studies , friends and all . so im not updating my blog often . anyway life has been really unfair towards me . whatever it is , i shall be an optimist ( just like hajar dearest <3 ) and pray harder that life will be vvv fair towards me . i dont want to dwell on certain issues because it's only going to bring me down both physically and mentally so yeah . ok dah , bye . take caere and ilyouall ((:

tag replies

2009-03-09T13:47:00.001+08:00

CLARA: Thanks! all the best to you too babe!
naj: hahahahah!! omg!!! so long never talk to you!!! you went missing in action!
SeriMasquerade: thanks dear
shaz: some people are just not worth talking to.thanks for standing up for me
Rarabweyno: relink !
fsheena:the song is right here (daparted) by brandy

my hero's heroic act

2009-03-02T08:01:00.002+08:00

Alot of things have been happening lately.I'm realli sorie to both lemonade and cratzast.I could be with one at one time and go to the another at another point of time.I feel divided.Thanks cratzast for making things easier for me and had that decision.By you giving in like that i really appreciate your sacrifice.You know no matter what you say/do to make me hate you i still won't.Well,like you said it is impossible for us to be together.Just don't get yourself into the old shit that you were in.I don't want you to get hurt.Well,right now as a friend obviously i give a FUCK!And lemonade i hope we could be happy again.I'm learning to love you the way i used to.I still hope that we could be friends faiz fazely bin(insertname)but I guess that's impossible.Lemonade is being an angel in making me happy.I'll remember all those laughter/happiness.But, lemonade is the one.

I feel blessed to havebeen loved byboth of you.Lemonade mademe realise that we do have something to fight for.You both make me feel like killing you guys sometimes.Doing the stupidest cutest thing ever!*hugs both*

2009-02-25T13:38:00.006+08:00

Let's fight nomore

i'll make you nutella with bread. And o'yeah!

MILO!!!

*PECKS YOU ON THE CHEEK*

Me and him its over

i dunne wether you would believe but yah

im trying to move on

me and lemonade can't be together for now....

i WANT TO BE THAT WALLPAPER IN YOUR HEART

2009-02-23T16:01:00.002+08:00

Firdaus was so tak perlu siah!
Here's how the story goes

*talkingand laughing with seri when suddenly i spot firdaus using my fabourite pen!*

me:Mana kau dapat tu pen uh??kau baru beli eh?
fir: tak uh,aku curi dari pencil box kau
*fuming*
me:kasi balik lah! favourite pen aku! aku kasi kau another pen
fir:asl kena kasi balik
me:aku nye kan!
*class asking us to shut up!*
fir: hahahahahahaha!!
*5mins later*
*haziq gives back the pen*
me: yay!
*smiling away*
*opens up the cover and there no ink inside!*
fir: hahahahaha!
me: tak klakar lah!gimme back the refiller!
fir: oklah oklah!nah!
*irritated*

i must start arranging my books from smallest to biggest

2009-02-22T16:07:00.003+08:00

It's a typical love story
We started out as friends
We met way back when
The boy you never wanted just steals you heart
I never saw it comin' 'til I fell so hard

If you can't accept me the way i am

means you do not love me

should i just let go?

Care and share day was awesome

Everyone was hyped up

And silly me to have left school and bringing the

keys to the room along with me

ouh wells

head down to wisma atria-far east-bugis &

Home!!!!

It was amazing sak

i reached home early!

*proud*

2009-02-19T22:33:00.001+08:00

I sacrificed my love for you

I hope you appreciate him

Be happy you two

lemme just stay in the stupid box

and think about the things that he said

2009-02-18T19:20:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry friend

i didn't mean to hurt you

i don't even know why i've fallen for him

im sorry if i've hurt you

but i didn't mean it

things happen

I tried all means and ways to get you guys together

and it sucks when i ended up being with him

No intentions to hurt you

Don't be angry at me

I just had to tell

I didn't want lie to you....

2009-02-17T17:53:00.001+08:00

Baby! I'm not gonna leave you lah
all im trying to say is we should
get to know each other
before anything happens
and i hope you won't treat me
the way you did with them

2009-02-16T23:31:00.001+08:00

I fucking miss betty like what the fuck!!!
meet me i don't care!
serimasquerade toos!

2009-02-16T21:47:00.003+08:00

Iloveyoufazely
Had everything out
We told each other
everything
and i mean everything
It's not our fault
We just got to know each other later
the sparks that came burning back baby?

2009-02-14T22:54:00.002+08:00

Thanks adam khoo learning technology group
I thank
amin
gary
candice
for changing my perception of life
Now i know what i want
I know what type of people that should be
around me because my environment will affect me
i let go whatever that is needed
parents came to the closing ceremony
ilovethemboth
i just realise that im not in love only with lemonade

and ....
lemonade is not dead
WE broke up... =)

2009-02-11T18:48:00.003+08:00

Thanks hazreen,
You'll be the the thing that drives me
I hope you'll help me get through this
And your not allowed to force me
hahahaha
i'm as stubborn as ever
Hope to see you soon

If I begged and if I cried
Would it change the sky tonight?
Would it give me sunlight?
Should I wait for you to call?
Is there any hope at all?
Are you drifting by?

2009-02-10T22:23:00.002+08:00

Well,seems like you have a new girl
Why need to tell me?/
Make me jealous or want me to move on
yah ryte...im not gonna believe your promises
All of your promises have been broken
Wanna gain back my trust?
Stop hurting me
You found a NEW TRUE LOVE?
i don't wannt to hear all this valentine's day nonsense

Thanks to you whom care

2009-02-08T15:48:00.004+08:00

Can i have my baby back
imisslemonade like fuck
Im waiting for his msg tonight
gosh i made a mistake
and i wish i could turn back time
and mend it all together
ILOVEYOU

2009-02-07T23:15:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna say goodbye
Cause my heart couldn't take it
Baby, give me one more try
I don't wanna have to cry
Cause I know if we lose it
Baby, some tears never dry
Whatever's wrong, let's make it right
Let's talk about
A way that we can work it out
Boy, we're running outta time
And the thought of a break up
Is tearing me up inside
We can work it out
If we talk about it
We can show the world
That you and I are fighting for it
We'll get through the worst
And I know we'll make it
If we stay together
We'll make it through alive

2009-02-07T19:58:00.002+08:00

Well,Lemonade
iloveyoufriend
still
forver and always
It's good that i still made you smile
And i try my best to do so
I'm not gonna change my url
its gonna be there
i've decided
so what if we break up??
*i knoe lemonade doesn't want to hear this but*
i still love him alot even though we are going our seperate ways
And yah
we are done for the moment
friends still yah?
Its a decision we both made
but later that i regret
now there's no turning back
i know my lemonade
he's hard headed
but still im willing to give it a go
but maybe not now baby?
And there it goes
everytime valentine's day comes
i'll be single
any single ladies?
shall we go our girls night out?
lea bby
teman me can??
seri will be my valentine's?

2009-02-04T23:10:00.003+08:00

I hope things will get better
I'm all so stressed up with sec 4 life
so much hw that never ends
And i feel like this late nights are unhealthy for me
I need to get some sleep
But how?
Hw has to be done
Bt at the same time i would not want to be
dozing off in class
So irritating
When i want to listen and i start getting sleepy
Somebody pinch me like very tme i doze off pls?
I got things off my mind through editing so here's seri masquerade

2009-02-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

It seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door
And I stare, at the phone
You still don't call
And I feel so low I can't feel, nothing at all
And I flashback to when you said
Forever and always
Was I out of line? Did I say something way to honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure
So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore
And I stare, at the phone
Didn't mean it baby?
I don't think so
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

2009-02-02T21:51:00.003+08:00

Tears went down my cheek
When you don't care
And I pretend that its okay
When its never okay
You don't treat me the way you use to
You won't call back
When i hung up on you
You don't bother to make me feel better
In short
Your not the "romantic" guy NO MORE

ilovehim

2009-01-31T22:24:00.004+08:00

STTTTTTRRRRRRREEEEEEESSSSSSSS!!!!!
Well,surprisingly
after 3hrs spent at syaf's house the resentation is half done
i'm happy with it though
and yah,most probably

be meeting syaf and mdm siti tmrw
Gosh!!

He gave me a shock when he told me it was the end

me:hello,b...tadi you call nak apa?
him:i just wanna let you know that i tak leh tahan lagi uh
me:huh?tak leh tahan ape?!?
him:you know us
me: *smiles and makes blur voice thinking that its one of his jokes*
me:us?
him:yah us...its not working out uh...i tak leh tahan...kite break up jek uh
me:okaeee......errr....but why?
him:i found some else
me:ouhk then,thats good for you
*by this time i was realli convinced that it wasn't a joke*
him:hahahahhahahaha!!!b,i main main jek lah!
him:i love it man when yu make that voice
the voice that you takot!
me:fuck you lah b! cb sia prangai
me:and i wasn't convinced =p
me:i tau you bedek *lying voice*

sleepy nerd

2009-01-31T00:25:00.002+08:00

Stayed back till 7Pm
Needed to finish up the presentation
God i really am sorry that i didn't meet you today baby
Didn't do it on purpose
Really busy lah dear
sorry
i'll make it up to you
Now I'm finishing the final touch-ups
and thanks to faez
He's helping me download things that i need
since the laptop that mdm to lend me
can't download a single thing.
Today was a really fucked up day
I feel so tired and yet there's things to do
Time Check: 12.30
i Need My Sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-29T20:46:00.002+08:00

Met my baby
after the looooooooong meeting with madam siti
Gosh
the great thing is that i have to re-do the whole presentation cause the one
done by ruzana wasn't good enough
LAST MINUTE HABIS!
i don't do all this last min stuff
okie
imma strive hard

today things to do:

-f&n wkbk and project
-essay compilation
-jounal
-literature
-movie

2009-01-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

Baby i think its the toothless front tooth witch cursed us
I hate witches who looks pretty outside but
when they smile it ruins the whole beauty
not only that
they are so cruel inside
Ilove my baby boy
but i ain't sure when i'm gonna wait till you realise
That what you're doing is hurting me

After a long holiday i
actually forgot when was the last time i ran
like i feel so fat like a pig
and my heart is pumping so hard when i started
running again
but im nt as fat as the witch
PE was a dread
i hate those i have yet to finish my ss hw
Can the deadline be extended???

2009-01-27T16:46:00.004+08:00

Yesterdae was a tiring and fun day

firstly woke up to catch ink heart
then went home and off to botanical garden
and the ate at railway station
after that was mount faber
and off to bedok resevoir

2009-01-24T15:13:00.002+08:00

This is my blog and this is my say

so fcuk off sia
you are in the wrong and you trying to run away??
Why involve my boyfriend
Why be so jealous
Watch all your jealosy away please
I don't leave to please you
But myself and my close ones

credits hajar!
happy 3 monthsary dear!

2009-01-23T22:36:00.003+08:00

You are not even being who you are
Just be matured
I hope you get what you want out of this fight
We use to be Friends
And you ruined it for????

2009-01-21T22:17:00.001+08:00

Ilove azalea! like many many!
praying for her tmrw!
good luck dear
You dun need luck
Your as good as it gets!
confidence!